oh my god we're so completely breaking up. thats the problem with a huge clique. everything is happy and cheery and it rocks. we still rock but just seperately. there are like,CLIQUES WITHIN A CLIQUE. and thats not supposed to happen. last year we were ONE. now we're like 2 and 3 and 4. WTF. can we please move on? stop LYING. stop HIDING other peoples secrets stop siting at seperate tables to whisper in secret cos IT FUCKING SUCKS. and dont say that its anyones fault, COS WE'RE ALL TO BLAME. by not revealing the truth by bitching about each other,by complaining by isolating by running away by hiding secrets that you know will hurt and hurt even more if you find out the wrong way then we're all to blame. move on! dont get caught up cos of guy. MEN ARE THE WRONG REASONS TO FIGHT OVER. they come and go. do you HONESTLY HONESTLY think that you're gonna be able to hold on to one for years. we're the ones who give hugs when the tears fall. we're the ones who buy you food to cheer you up! we're the ones who leave seats for you. we're the ones who help you when you're fretting over an overdue deadline. we're the ones who'll be there 5 years down the road and we'll be as close as ever! and we shouldnt forget that. the nonuts are the best things that happened to me in my life. and i'm sure we're equally important to each and every member of our 15/16 person clan. its DAMN stupid to let it slip away cos we have what others dont. so please please please put our differences aside! whats past is past who cares?!!! we'll start brand new if we have to.

how many words do i have to say
till you get my drift,
and go away.

ehh i just thought of that. oh wells school has been a wreck! thanks babies zee, yujia, ratri, bella, franny and the rest! happy vday. haha! okay fine common tests common tests!!!!! and my feckin keyboard is not working properly. ahhh its a sign i tell you, a sign! i slept my afternoon away as usual. but i'm still tired. ahhh coffee coffee where art thou.

idiot chormei. laughing at my lack of voice. but its all back now. felt feverish yest. i bet it was all the bak kwa!! damn. but anw. i missed everyone in school. but i didnt miss school. hahaha. there's another party tonight. i'm bound to get sick again. it seems to happen every year. last year i got sick tooo. hiyahhh. but anw. common tests are coming!! i'm gonna study study study. or at least try to. oh wells! happy chinese new year people.

woah its been long. only thing worth recalling is prolly the xcountry. bronte rocks i tell you!!! haha. we did the cheers like, friday sat and sunday. and it paid off! cos we got second place! although i think some people say that we didnt deserve it and we won only because lby is in bronte. there are 4 judges! so it should be fair right? but i think that keller was v.good!! but they won banner, so congrats! fry's cheers were cute prolly only cos of the marching part. that was the best. hahah so frickin funny cos of xuan. oh and bronte got overall champion for sec 2 and sec 4!! so thats very very good! hahah and i dno why hanjin was so sad the whole prize ceremony!! hahahaha i told her that the hanjin fan club would prolly come after me wit a parang cos i hugged her when she cried. oh and anw. didnt go to sch today! cos i had a slight fever last night and my voice is shreded into strips. hahaha so the only way i could communicate was rasping. oh anw! i gtg yeah? love,