i think its so funny how people try to act cool and use XxZYz behind all their wordZz. hahaha it makes my day to laugh at you people. HAHAHH sooo amusing. its like frEe EnTeRtAiNmEnTx LoRhZ!!

tests!! all i ever think about these days are tests!! i wish i could SUE the @$#!%*& school. i'm curbing from vulgarities here as you can tell. but its still a @$#!%*& school. first of all they take away miss saifa!! what are we gonna DO without her!! she's like our immense saviour and the best teacher that the lit department has. hello who likes wee wee can just STOP BREATHING. which means no one, basically. she's no good at teaching!! she talks super fast but progresses super slow. that doesnt even make sense!!! she wastes time talking about irrelevant things like sex sex sex and quirks her maddening eyebrows. i hope she gets permanent wrinkles by the time she's 40. HAH. okay i'm sorry i know i'm mean and i'm bitchy but who wouldnt be! HIYAHH. stupid school. so much for 'we bring out the best in people' HAHAH. its so funny my intestines are laughing. and i'm gonna kill the idiot who set the common test schedule. @#%^$!! arghh see see just a week full of tests set me off. i had a HUGE headache on friday and it wouldnt go away even after i popped a panadol after my test. instead it made me feel worse cos i took it on an empty stomach. smart jiayi. cleverest thing she ever did. -grumbles. people really shouldnt have to read this kind of rubbish. but i have to deposit my precipitates SOMEWHERE. hahah my family are awesome listeners. honestly! my mother constantly cuts in and my father doesnt even bother to listen. and my diary is half empty although i started it before the exams last year. i bet blogging is like expressive therapy. it works though. its my way of putting things down into a form of perspective and when i read it myslef i somehow feel that the blogger isnt me at all. so yeah, thats news.

BAHH humbug. hot hot day. zee and i went to play tennis at nae's house. HAHAH. i took public transport all the way. i walked out of my estate!! it was sweltering btw. hahaha but anw my tennis sucks. i should practice more!! it has reached a complete state of failure hello! ahhh wells. then we took a bus (public transport again!!) to lido and finally had my much drooled-after taco bell!! although the taco supreme chicken is EUGH. YUCKS. bleagh. bring back my beef!!!! and then, we saw some very hip prcs-weiye and zhuojun. heh! then took bus77 home (again again!). had some very useless tuition and now its computer time!! see i told you my life is boring. the only highlights are (public tranport!!!). so there.

ps:shhhhhhhh jie dont tell mom!

WAAAHHH finally school's over. i'm friggin hungry lah please. i know i'm sucha pig but! sniff. have to wait for jiawen to come home. sigghhh. anyhoo. yest was YUMAMA'S BIRTHDAYYYY! so yeah. heh. she got a lot of presents this year cos the whole of last year she complained that no one knew her birthday cos its so early in the year. heh. in the afternoon we set off for st andrew's centre in tanjong pagar. so stupid!! so much for volunteering. more like a free bus ride to oblivion. gahhh. so waste time i could have come home to sleep lah!! but yeahhhh. oh wells. went for dinner wit my parents and sis. italiano. its a new restaurant near my place and rather yummy. but ohwells!! the dreaded tests are coming! next week there's bio, geog, chem and amath. something like that anw. so yeah i better study this weekend. stupid school. i wish it could @#$%^*&@.

heck. what the hell am i doing here!!! i have tingxie tmr and its not finished. as in, i havent finished studying. GAHHHH. only chapter one finished. and not even the sentences. okay after this, i promise. HAPPY BIRTHDAY yumama & simran. hahah you're now eligible for nc16 shows. HAHAHA. -rollseyes. but anyhoo. today has been a good day! cept for the HORRIBLE ss paper. i didnt finish it!! wth. but no use crying over split milk. oh and i better go anyway. its time to study. i aim to sleep by 1030 today!! though i can only hope.

aiee! sacrebleu the weather is smeltering. i feel like screaming i'm melting! oh wells. the immense heat is horrible.and the best part is that i cant swim! due to unforseen womanly circumstances. so now my only hope is cold cold drinks and ahem, ice cream! but i shall prevail. bad bad jiayi. erase all thoughts of ice cream!!!! but anw. havent been productive. at all. so i shall soon get down to the dirty business of doing homework and revision. soon. when the heat stops melting my brain, and my resistance! maybe a nice nap in the shade shall suffice for now! i'll start work at 4, when the sun decides to descent. i just realized i wasted half my day. ahhh wells. its back to the conflicting emotions of icecream or no icecream! well, maybe just a teensy scoop.

oooh have you seen the new ipod? i think i like my mini better thankyou very much. hahah uncle ricky was right when he said they would be launching a whole new model with the different look and idea. gahh wells. FINALLY its friday. i actually managed to sorta restrain myslef from coming on everyday. but you can bet your life that i'll be here the whole weekend. lotsa studying to do. kns. but anyhoo. i w\saw my darlin tanaga todayyy! happy happy. she's soooo pretty i didnt wanna stand next to her. okay enough of the feeling of pathetic-ness! i'm determind to lose 5kg!! by hook or by crook. if not for my health then for my jeans. HEEHEE! okay okay i shall do it the healthy way okay? so no nagging!!!! sheesh. its more vege less sweet drinks and more exercise and sleep. i figured sleep is important cos if i'm tired i eat more. its like, complete sugar craving. and to all the evil people in class stop putting chocolates in front of my face!!!!!

okay fine. so i'm sitting in my nice chair typing this instead of slogging my guts out carrying/packing stuff. i could have gone! only mom wanted me to go with someone. and zee said she couldnt. and yujia didnt call me back! and everyone else i knew was busy shopping/sleeping/tuitioning/tennising/dating. so HAH. i had to stay back. but ohwells! i'm determind to go to somewhere next year to help with the orphans. after my o's. yeaps. thats a pact!

oh man you have no idea how GOOD i feel.
hahah i'm so proud of me! and the rest of those volunteers.
it made me absurdly happy that i was sweating and breaking my back carrying all those FRIGGIN boxes of water. and i've got my fruits of labour on my arms. scratches so bad that my skin almost tore. bruises at my elbows. it hurts like a son of a bitch. but! it still feels good. although it was very ironic that all the boys/men were carrying crackers or sitting on the floor packing stuff while all the stockers were GIRLS. yeahhh we rock. hahaha. carrying water and milo is NOT easy. at all. so stop thinking that it is. in the end i couldnt feel my fingers. it was funny. hahaha! but yeahhh. i'd better go do hw. i'll try to beg my mom to let me go again later. i'll willingly skip a 10 course abalone/sharkfin dinner to go help out.

school is...
tiring
boring
hectic
stressful
annoying
boring


it makes me wanna sleep all the time!!!kns. today yujia pinched me twice to wake me up. pain yknow!! but it did do the trick. mrs yip and her nerve sensors/neurons/sensory receptors were boring the heck out of me. at least i listened. oh and i think that vpl is very very very annoying. and redundant. and whatsiname-ting is nice... BUT super duper boring when the serious work starts. mr garytan wont you teach me combined humans.!! PLEASE. come back! argh. i can really see my O level result slip. combined humans-C6!!! and i tell you the stupid shark is annoying the hell outta me. dumb woman. thinks she's so cute. HAH. more likely ms saifa rocks. ahhhh. hell. i just realised i have lots of homework to do!! DAMN.

-amaths ex 15.1
-book reviews!
-ss source base.

i know it doesnt sound alot. but i'm tired. and i haven't showered and its 5.00pm already. i wanna sleep by 10 today. it doesnt seem possible. AT ALL.

i cried today.



no not because of school you silly people. i watched the saddest documentaries and saw the saddest pictures and read the most depressing articles on how people watch how their loved ones are swept away. i hate how god, all the gods, did this to us. how they made people choose between their mothers&wives and their children. which ones to push to safety. ARGH. i hate it. they say that He has reasons. give me 3, just 3 good reasons why it happened. i cant think of half, seriously.



school was okay. nice to see everyone in class. but some people were being really annoying. esp the prc's. they want to sit in front and they use the excuse that they can't see the board. why the hell are wearing glasses if they cant see?!! sheesh come up wit something new guys. its pissing us off.

oh btw. i'll work on my links when i've finished my hw!
love.

hey! nice blog, no? i REALLY got sick of the previous pink one. eww. now looking back i feel like stepping on my own foot!! pweenk eh. ugh. anyhooo. school's starting soon! in a day i think. boohooo. i still have to do my chinese. which is alot by the way. gahhh. last night's party at tanglin club was fun. alot of eurasians. and caucasians. hahha lots of air kissing! which was funnay. and i think chocolate should not be taken with wine. i totally became giggly. oh and the decorations were really nice! simple yet beautiful. hahaha my sister asked me the stupidest question. "i wonder how they make the balloons float" HAHAH. okay sorry jie. HAHAHAH. it was friggin funny though.