oh and anw. getting over my bad mood.
the dumbass hockers came to me and where like.
saying that they wanted to celebrate my bday wit me.
haha! i thought it was damn sweet lah but...
the hockers are not so capable of much sweetness.
hahahahaha!! and in the end i figured out what they wanted.
heh. wanna come my house then just say so lah!
but you all better buy me presents!
oh and its alicia's birthday in 3 days!
fran's in 4 days and mine in 5 days! haha!

i swear i cant stand my mother.
shes suchs a beaaaaaaacccccch.
kicking up a fuss over nothing lorh please.
she never believes anything i say and when i get angry over that she calls me a bitch.
hahah hello! look whos talking. one bitch produces another i guess.
hiyah its sinful the way i'm talking but i'm just so fucking angry!
what a shitty day.

I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad 
I hope you can hear me 
I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same.
 
 
sorry i'm in mourning now. hahah!

lysia just ruined y entire year!!
okay not really. but i'll be moody for like. now!
zee! atx has a gf! and its from singapore sports school!
like yucks. singapore sports school people and the school itself sucks!!
like totally yucks! their cdiv pple dropped their baton twice during nats but nooo.
they werent disqualified and in the end our school was.
bugger off sss! =\ i can just throw up lorh please.

heya! its saturdayyy. haha boring one. went to ikea just now.
bought lotsa stuff.
had just came from lunch so was a bit more dressy than my usual boardshorts and tee.
and i just had to run into the ncc pple. at least chiang wasnt there. i think
ohwells! i'm bored. dont really feel like studying. even though i have a chem test on monday.
and a chinese test on tuesday.
and emaths on thurs and physics and amaths on friday!
hiyah. why do they even bother having the stupid commontest lahh.
fucking school.

its friday baby!
which is also depressing in a way cos its byebye leona!
=\
oh wells.
i've been thinking about it. i want rings! like. pretty rings.
not the plain metal band kind.
more like big and cunky and pretty, with pearl beads or something.
yeah and i want star earrings! like the ones elibaby has.
or i wouldnt mind joss stone the cd.
or kinokuniya vouchers!
or basically anything. i dont mind really.
so there. to all the people who have asked me what i want for my birthday.
heh. oh and

congrats yumama! on getting into your finals for 100m,4X100 and 4X400!!
 
 

thanks for watching as i fall
 
yeah anywayyy. had leona's party today! sort of party anyway. feeling pretty bored.
ahwells. yumama took the same bus as atx!!
like so totally not fair lah huh.
and she was just gloating about it lah!
wdvr womann. lysia was on the poster! haha i could recognize by the hairband and the bun!
hahah she didnt even know lorh please.
ahwells. may go bake cookies now. or a cake. or brownies.
but i dont have vanilla essence!
shites. nvm.. i'll find a way! -grin.
 
 

alright. its the weekend! it rocks.
hahah playing computer all day long?!
okay i rock man. and i love my dogs cos my dogs love me.
and anw. i fell flat on my face on the grass today.
banged into my dog! she whimpered and before i knew it, i flew into the air!
then i slid along the grass.
cept it wasnt that smooth.
and my shirt has a streaks of grass stains and mud.
and my right cheek, right hand and right shoulder was all red.
i hope i wont have bruises.
= on my face!
okay okay vanity is a sin!
ahhh anw. i wish i could rewind and start friday all over again.
then i'll have an even longer weekend!! ahh wells.
i thinki over ate tonight. had a lil bit of spaghetti!
and a thin slice of roast beef and half a baked-potato!
and salad! shites. i am so going to get fat tmr.
hahaha i sound totally bimbo! -grin.
ahh well. it is off to bed! i'm beat.

oohh. this is funnayy!
haha okay fine.
i know i'm lame.
had to stay back in school for fucking! microsoft can!
and it was just then that garytan told us it was for PRESS RELEASE.
oh god we nearly died of shock. thanks ahh!
we never know anything lah huh. anww.
was supposed to go to cck stadium to see yumama run like the wind.
she got into finals. bet she's estatic.
and of course to go see -yknowho.
hahaha! -grin.
but noooo. i had to stay to take pictures and smile.
garytan kept going. teeth! i want to see teeth!
and i was like, the only teeth you'll be seeing is when we bite you.
haha! okayy i'm evil. (:

NATURAL HIGHS

1. Being in love.

2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.

3. A hot shower.

4. No queues at the supermarket.

5. Taking a drive on a pretty road.

6. Hearing your favourite song on the radio.

7. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.

8. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.

9. Chocolate milkshake ... (or vanilla ... or strawberry!)

10. A bubble bath.

11. Giggling.

12. A good conversation.

13. Finding a £20 note in your coat from last winter.

14. Running through sprinklers.

15. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.

16. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.

17. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.

18. Waking up and realising you still have a few hours left to sleep.

19. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.

20. Having someone play with your hair.

21. Sweet dreams.

22. Making eye contact with a cute stranger.

23. Holding hands with someone you care about.

24. Running into an old friend and realising that some things (good or bad) never change.

25. Watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much-desired present from you.

26. Getting out of bed every morning and being grateful for another beautiful day.

27. Knowing that somebody misses you.

28. Getting a hug from someone you care about deeply.

29. Knowing you've done the right thing, no matter what other people think.



nice no?
heh. okay today was tiring. period. haha!

school was okay today.
bio lab was fun! haha saw the live guppy's uhm.
inner transport system thingy.
oh so cool.
geog mrGARY didnt come.
the tay guy was outside waiting and waiting.
in the end we went for early recess.
sorta anw. then physics. to hell wit newton's law lah.
then chinese! essay to do.
as usual didnt finish it.
extra hw! dammit. amath test.
then chem! some had really nice copper sulphate crystals!
funky. wanted to steal some. but nvm.
heh. damn bored.
going to some stewpid jewelry fashion show later.
jessie yuli lim.
you and your grand opening.

oh and i was trying to make a wishlist but i dont realy have one.
-shrug.

everyone's changing, i stay the same

-growls. i wish it werent happening.
ahh wells. its not as if they really care.
nvm! leave me to my worthles thoughts.

btw. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MERELIAO
and ailing too! (:

okayy.
still have lots of homework to rush.
but anw!
i shall rush it tmr.
haha! my parenst are sorta like shouting at each other a lot.
my ma's been kinda bitchy and insensitve and grouchy.
and dad's been too sensitive.
i dont like fighting parents. -frown.
i just realised that even wit my precious no-nothing clan.
i still feel so... alone.
okay nvm. scratch that.



i dont think i know you anymore
what have you become?
and suddenly i'm not important at all

okayy. i'm kinda like. sweaty noww.
hah. but nvm. god i'm finally freee!
hahah weekend is here dammit i miss the holidays.
been having fun in school though. talking about the chs guy!
-grin. and yujia's ahem and his ahem!
hahahaha! okay nvm.
today's concert was chao boring!
bahh.