okayy. one week on from my last flight.
HERE I AM AGAIN.
been eating like a pig cos i'm freaking hungry!!
ate laksa and cakes at the lounge.
sure put on more weight!
dammit. ahhh anw.
i'm off to england. going to cyprus as well.
so there. and to the stupid melissa woo who boasted that she's going to the greek islands.
cyprus is very near those islands you prig!
hah. anw. same movies. =so boring. gahhh. okay okay i won't complain.
goodbye people!


happy birthday xuan!
i love you!
its on the 6th of june anw.
but i wont be here so...

when you think back on the memories you've had
you cant help but feel there's nothing left
in the future for yourself or your friends
and you're just wishing it wasnt the end

hoping and praying you could stay at least just one more night
so you can savour the moments that you hold tight
that emotional connection between each other
that feeling of closeness between bounder and instuctor

so why must we go?
to a land we no longer know
to somewhere we no longer acknowledge as home

we all miss you terribly!
we'll come back to visit, you'll see!
and everyone of us will swim together in the quarry
push off our kayaks from the end of the beach

we try to go back to the feelings we had
but nothing compares to actually being there
and trying to figure out what you're doing
without us there for you to tell us, "keep pushing."

thanks ar thanks.
you wont remember i bet
but still, thanks ar thanks.
for memories we'd never forget.



sorry max i ripped!
to obs!
and mel! (: and choon. we miss you!

heya!
okay i know i sound incredibly cheerful but seriously i'm not.
got back last night.
went to school to get my results. it blew me away.
its that lousy.
considering my weight to be blown away is alot.
i failed three subs.
THANKS ARH THANKS.
ah fuck crescent lah huh.
and thanks momma.
for comparing me to my smart brothers.
YOUR BLOOD FLOWS IN MY VEINS.

yoyo! hey people.
waiting in the sia lounge again.
funny. i remember last year i was at this computer again!
whooo. i'm still floating by the way.
was smsing mel all the way from home to here.
and she said shes tired so she went to sleep.
thanks arh thanks.
i miss her! =|
aint that sad?! ohwells.
there're some nice movies on.
like house of sand and fog, butterfly effect, big fish, along came polly, peter pan, lotr and much more. heh. but dont think i'll watch em.
really tired again. gahhh.
ohwells. buhbye to al my darlings!

oohh. cant wait for tonight.
need to go get ready though.
i'm damn damn tired. i miss mel!
hahaha i think i'll be saying that for a long time to come.
aint that sad.
xiaopang misses choon. i do lahh. abit only though.
heh. abit only.
ahhhh. i miss barksen!
and yes jan we love grapes!
hahahaha! (:

yo people we're back from obs!
heh. somehow it didnt suck as much as i thought it would.
i actually kinda miss it! and i mees mel. =alot alot. i wanted to cry.
ohwells.
anw. first day kinda fun. dont rmb what i did though. trust fall and blahh.
camped outdoors. and next day went kayaking and rock-climbing!
i can be professional belayer!!hoho (:
went rowing to camp2 the next day. damn fun.
heave ho heave ho! and yitian out of time.
and me splashing rachel.
heh. fun fun! lucky didnt get burnt.
ahh wells. went trekking alot the next day.
tired i sayyy. i miss mel!
come baccccccck.
ahh. really tired. i need sleep now!

heehee! finally changed. was getting bored of the other one.
ohwells! if i get bored of this one i can always change the pic.
-grins. okayy i'm tired.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BLUNKA!

exams are over!!! =D i'm so damned happy!
heehee! no words no describe my profound relief and joy
not many anw.
went to town with rah and xuan today. lunched at marche's
the usual. walked to johnlittle to buy my stuff.
then walked to winsland house so xuan could cut her hair.
headed back to heeren.
crowded like what.
then couldnt stand it went to paragon.
walked arnd then riana came.
walked all the way to lido saw the jam.
called my parents and they aske me to walk to my grams'
so i did. got home. helluva tired but managed to watch a good amount of tv.
hahah and during dinner i was actually thinking to myself,
aiyahh must go and quickly shower then back to studying.
before it struck me that exams were over!
haha damn nerd alert! hah. anw. i'm deadbeat.
gonna sleep. i miss that most. =|

oh fuck lah what am i doing online when i havent understood the fucking mole concept?!
dammit.
i need restraint and discipline!
sadly lacking in it.
ah heck.

i want
goodcharlotte!
hoobastanks -haha xuan!
seanpaul
sum41! haha
aiyahhh. its exams in two days.
i have pulled out all my hair.
=|

fuck! i was scratching my forehead!
and then i forgot i had a pimple there.
it burst! fark. i'm gonna have a scar. shit.
its in the middle like a freaking pottu?!
haha or however you spell it.
shit it just spoiled my day. =|