i should really try to stop my once a day blogging thing.
its not good for my report book.

letsee.
i havent touhed my homework for the weekend.
whats new?! haha
i'll marry anyone who buys me the things i've always wanted.
hah. tts a lot of things.

ahhh! came home today wit max and leona.
went to the park after cycling up and down the street.
then i skated! as in skateboarded! ahhhh!
so fun! fun fun fun! i wanna buy myself a skateboard.
wheee! hahaha. it was usper fun i tell you! and im not bad now.
whoohoo! (:
and tts not it.
i tell you. max must be the cause of my bad luck.
first. i fell off my bike cause i lost control while cycling downhill.
or down slope.
and then nearly crashed into a stone ledge tt reaches my knees.
so i braked.
and flew off my bike.
oowwwww.
and then. later on. down another slope.
lost my pedals/footing. then went up the pavement. bumpbump.
then nearly dropped into the drain!
luckily i swerved off.
then on the way back. i nearly ran into a taxi!
and the went down the lane to the nice houses at the back.
nearly crashed into the lorry. =|
what a jinxed day. anw i still wanna learn to skate! haha.
so proud of myself! i could steer myself.
still had to grip onto max though. (:
thankew dearrr. for being my pole!
haha. told me that skating could bring about scars.
the vanity in me made me reconsider!
but i still wanna try to learn.
hehe. ma's coming back soon. byebye freedom.
and anw. i shared so much food wit max today.
icecream. two paus. what else?! aiyah quite a bit anw.
hah. no more temp block for us.
now its heat heat all the way. some toots of pple didnt bring jacket like i told them to.
so were whining and complaining away. too bad pple.
haha i told you what we were going to do what. who ask you lazy?
haha i sound so evil. =\


i just realised now.
i cant trust her anymore.
and i just found out.
i never could.
and she never did anything for me.
while i was always there for her.
speaking up for her.
and when nothing goes her way.
the blame is on me.
so no more. i aint gonna take it no more.
you backstabber.

bish.
super draggy day.
=| hate thursdays i swear.
we're moving soon!
so tmr our aircon is gonna be at 16 all the way baybehh.
i love my sweater! hahaha
although i wont have chance to use it anymore.
bahhh. hope we're next to c3.
then wont have to walk so far to see xuan and rah.
ma's coming back tmr.
hope she bought me presents! (:
okok. im beat.

i want to ride a horse! nownownow!
horseriding. omg what kind of craving is this anw?!
hurhur. i wish there werent no such thing as studying or school or exams.
just me and my horse.
when i get enough money to buy of course.
hah. which will be never.
at the rate i keep losing my wallets.

i've had my overquota of sugar!
-gasp. feeling super super guilty.
a coke AND icecream.
but heck. so much for cutting down on my sugar intake.
i dunno how to do my homeworks.
so its copy copy copy.
bahhhh. i hate it when im stupid.
somekindoftriplescience.
=\ and anw my kroo is siick. get well bebe.

i just realised i sound like a nerd.
dammit im not!

you know what. now that my ma's gone.
i actually do my homework!
okay maybe its because i have to.
but who cares! im doing it.
feel so accomplished. okayy i have to get back to bloody
DISCRIMINANTS.
bsquare-4ac=0
or<0 or >0 or both.
bahhh. what am i talking about?!

and did i mention that we have to change our class tee colour to not black.
becos of SHOBANA. tt utter idiot urgh shudder.
i HATE HER. i swear. shes a total bimbo-wannabe.
please lah. just cos her religion cant wear black!?
erbs. black on black. okay that was super racist.
but heck. shes wearing black all the time what. makes no diff.
i dont like to change bcos of her.
maybe bcos of shalini i would.
shes nice at least.
or simran and na'imah(?!)
cos they're nice. but shobana!? can you spell eewwww.
or bleagh. -throws up.
i reallly reallly loathe her right now. wit her bitchy-wannabe-ness.
and not to forget bimbo and annoying and irritating.
shouldnt call her a bitch shes too low for that. argh!
okay is it obvious that i dont like her? damn i hope it is.

okayy not bad for the last minute girl.
haha! i started my homework last night!
and i managed to finish my chinese and english.
not baad i must say.
and guess what! gam's not coming for the next week.
ahahaha! hope she breaks her neck.
=/ and anw. i just completed my lit.
just in time. emath hah. hopeless case.
just gonna go to sch and copy like there no tmr.
and stewpid amath. no need to comment. only did ONE rev.ex
so bahhhh. and i lost my wallet.
-wails!
i think i left in macs. erbs.
byebye money.
hmmmm. the mother is keeping a tight grip on me even though she aint here.
sickening. she asked my granny to stay wit us.
tts okay lah. but if i go out she'll so totally know.
cos my driver has to report to her.
like whether or not he picks me up from sch blah blah.
i swear tts so annoying. hur.

hmm lets see.
the holidays are nearly over.
and guess what my hw is half undone!
tts still an understatement.
and im bored again.
being restless.
ate like a pig these days. heh.
when school starts i better eat less. =/
parents are going on monday!
yes! hahaha
freedom is such a sweet thing. (:

gahhh i've got horrible eyebags.
no wonder anw. sleeping at 2+.
waking up at 6. whoosh.
im like. WOAH tired now. so i shall simply say my farewells.


FAREWELL.

pretty day!
went shopping wit the ma after lunch.
okay she bought loads of stuff.
damn. i wanna be a taitai too!
i tell ya she has it easy.
well anw. she promised to sponser a cd for me.
so im trying to decide between delta goodrem or nelly furtado.
whoosh.
saw jessica. big brother's ex.
shes super chio i tell you.
he must have been like. duuuhhhh.
to have given her up for that other scrawny little way too young for him girl.
they broke up anw.
hurhur. my bro is SUCH A PLAYBOY.
wdvr. oh gawd i sound like a bimbo.

just got back from sch. heh.
dont have to go tmr!!
cos penny ang teach finish le.
so yes! can sleep in baybehh.
whoohoo. (:

did i mention that i got 18 for my L1R5.
im so depressed.
okayy wdvr to all those pple out there who could still fail subs.
yet get less than 15.
WDVR.
and anwww.
cant wait till tuesday! (:
okay lah nothing much to blog about.

okayyy. im startting to feel sick.
and i just discovered tt wed also must go sch.
okayy wdvr. i felt bruised.
broken kicked torn up.
all that at once.
today. it was... straining.
sort of.
to have those kinda comments come hurling my way.
painful. but i guess its too bad.
when pple dont believe in each other.
i'll survive?
yes i think so.




and without trust nothing can exist between people.

i slept the whole afternoon away.
it started to rain.
and after i came back from my medical checkup.
i flopped down on my bed to rest.
or just to wdvr.
i always flop down anw.
then i fell asleep on my big red pillow.
and my parents went ikea never call me!
growls.
yah and tt was 4pm?
and hmm. okay not very long lah.
but! i have a stewpid chem test tmr.
growls.
2 days to sch out.
can i scream for joy?

sometimes i read things.
and i realise im not the only one who get those stupid things.
stupid stupid stupid things.
done to me. so yeah.
and aha! i got back english! 33.
okay i was pleased.
then i found out that yujia and xinqian both got 34?
and zhihui!!!
how could you!
tskk.
she got like. 38.5.
hahaha!
dorairajoo said that she was proud of zhihui!
hahahahaha. so amusing.
and lit.
got back too. uhm. i think i got a b4? one mark to a b3.
aiyaaah.
its always one mark short here.
one mark short there.
bio also. short of 0.5 to an A1.
-growl.

my eyes are aching.
and head is aching.
from sitting here at the comp.
for what. 5 hours?
owwwww.

ok ive been snacking again.
tskk.
hungry what.
what can i say.
and aiyah im bored again.

okayy so it needs a little updating.
and fixing. so yeahh.

new skin!
haha i think its chio. (=

i feel tired again.
yawns.
and yet i just woke up.
maybe i'll go back to bed.

okay so here i am online again.
and did i mention that my mother is cheeesed off wit me again.
cheesed off.
like please lorh?! her english is so powerful.
there is no such thing as being cheesed off.
look in the dictionary madam.
as yet again she dont realise that being online and lazing around.
is my way of DESTRESSING.
which is very mild compared to the way i WANT TO DESTRESS.
which is go out go out go out.
so there. i slog away the whole week from 7-10.
work work work.
and friday i come online in the afternoon and shes cheesed off.
and she said shes nv worked so hard in her life.
when she lies around in bed and starts to go to work at 3.30pm
and comes home at 6pm.
oh the poor dear. works so hard. what a cruel life she has.
pooor thing. my heart BLEEDS for her.
i wish she would just shut up and let me do my things in peace.
i have all the symptoms of depression in case she hasnt noticed.
nono.
for sure she hasnt noticed.
i seem to be hungry all the time.
sign no 1. sign no 2.
im tired all the time.
no3. i always dont feel like doing anythign at all.
i drift and i get bored.
and noooooo she still wants to come and nag here nag there.
just show some real concern for once can?
if not then fuck off.

okayy. today was.
heh. had a power nap!
okay maybe abit over the limit nap. but still!
hahaha. it was gooood.
chem what else?
and back to the hyperventilation thing?
yes. i thought i failed my amath.
cos ang came up to me tt day and told me tt i had to be more careful.
then when i saw my marks. i was happy?! i think.
dunnnooo. shocked as well. 21.5 baybehh.
so anw. couldnt breathe.
the more i tried, the more i didnt get any air!
so was gasping for air. like kena strangled.
heh. pathetic, i am.

ok i've been experimenting wit the gb sign.
but its still there so wdvr.
and uhm. well. im so ashamed of my common tests if you must know.
and did i mention that i hyperventilated today?
hurhur. details later.
bloody parents.
nag so much for what.