im so bored with blogger.
sighh. had lit test today.
okay lah.
but i dunno whats the meaning of prevalent.
or smth like that.
then. went for tuition and came back lahh.
sighh. iwantsleep!

uhh. came back from sch early.
stomach hurted like shit like that.
thought i had to remove my appendix.
then in the foyer. threw up.
my watermelon juice.
then. better liao. came back and sleep.
then went for tuition. and now the pain's gone.
anw. i lost my puppy's toy!
i threw it over the fence by mistake.
tsk.
i underestimate my own strength.
and then. now i dunno how to tell my mama.
its new! and shes going to be so mad.
-frown.

im going to stc funfair.
with rah after church. gonna sneak out.
as in well. i told my dad that rah's mom is sending us there.
so we can sneak out for lunch at orchard.
shrugs. then go there. eat somemore!
haha. anw. yahh. today slack.
rot around. blah.
was eating chips in the corridor with they all.
then. neopets came along. so we all.
ran back into class. haha.
so funny.

had oral yesterday.
was freaking scared.
then... in the end. wonger said.
"well done"
and im surpised.
shocked.
and relieved all at once.
bahh. i need to lose weight!
tsk. all the ice cream in the fridge.
and my godiva chocs. my own box man.
how to give away!
haha. okok. im such a pig. (:
proud of it babe.

i try to be happy.
i know everyone thinks im happy.
i want to have more freedom.
i wish weight loss was easier :(
i hate egoistic sexist pigs.
i miss the gang. always the gang. and peppy!
i fear being alone without friends.
i hear "will i be denied christ tourniquet..."
i search for peace.
i believe in love.
i wonder why is ther pain and death.
i regret not standing up for myself. and others.
i love the gang. xuan. ning. drea. alicia. fran. glad. blah blah. and of course my family. (:
i care about my friends. but dont wanna admit it.
i always like it when it rains.
i cry when im stressed or sad or angry or tired. or hurt.
i fight with kor. nails and all. (:
i write for fun.
i win insult thingies. same as ness.
i lose alot of. uhh. hair?!
i confuse my dad. blur king.
i listen to evanescence!
i need the schl term to end now. me too ness!
i breathe fresh air?!
i should study. shites.
i dream about stupid things.
i feel annoyed. alot.
i am in need of freedom.
i have to go downstairs and feed my puppy. now.

ripped this from ness.

Misfit

So you think you got it all worked out
You got your hotpants on
You got your arse right out, you
Think you're something but you ain't special
And me and my drop-dress, we won't do at all
Spent so long tryin' to fit the prototype
Kept a stick in the gears and I never got it right
What's the use?
What's the point?
You've got the wrong girl, oh

So you can do what you're
Doing down there
Cos I'll be flying higher
Waste your own time
I don't care
Anything you can do, I can do better

All you girls
You look as if you hate me
What am I doing still here, well
You're superficial I'm a misfit
But, baby, that's ok
All you girls
When you look into the mirror
Tell me how do you appear, well
You're superficial I'm a misfit
You're superficial I'm a misfit
(Ah) But that's ok

So you got your little groupies and gangs
You got your VIP
Your member-only things
Your happy-clappys and your VC crew
And if you get in their way, they got 10 on you
And I don't wanna be in that game
Don't wanna follow the leader, no way

What's the use?
What's the point?
You've got the wrong girl
So you can do what you're doing down there
Cos I'll be flying higher
Waste your own time
I don't care
Anything you can do, I can do better

All you girls
You look as if you hate me
Why'm I still here, well
You're superficial I'm a misfit
But, baby, that's ok
All you girls
When you look into the mirror
Tell me how do you appear, well
You're superficial I'm a misfit
You're superficial I'm a misfit
You're superficial I'm a misfit

So what we don't look the same?
So what we don't, so what we don't
So what I don't play your game?
So what I don't, so what I don't
So what if I don't?
All you girls
You look as if you hate me
Why'm I still here, well
You're superficial
I'm a misfit (misfit)
But, baby, that's ok
All you girls
You look as if you hate me
Why'm I still here, well
You're superficial
I'm a misfit (misfit)
But, baby, that's ok
All you girls
You look as if you hate me
Why'm I still here, well
You're superficial
I'm a misfit (misfit)
But, baby, that's ok

uh. yeah. happybday mereliao! late but. who cares.
sorry! bahh. my parents din allow me to go out today with them.
irritating can?! assholes lah.

yeahh. havent been here in a really long time.
tmr i have this stupid function going on.
bahh. i dun wanna go!!!!!!
but no choice kaes.
in the end. before i came on.
mom made pick out dresses from her wardrobe.
but she did it before i could move.
so im wearing a blue
peach
lime green
skin colour dress.
made me try on so many. irritating lah.
yaarp. happy birthday chiewyong!!! =) i have a feeling tmr is merliao's.
birthday, i mean. hmm. 5thjuly aint it not?
shrugs.