well. i told my parents about lit, english, maths and science so far.
the response. was. well. not what i expected.
it was just some scoldings and deep disappointment. =|
oh well. next comes chinese. shites.

erbs. so. well.
kinda like. did really bad in all my bloody results.
so sad.
be prepared ah.
english sa-63 ca-72
maths sa-66 ca-64
chinese sa-56 ca-73
literature sa-62 ca-cant rmb.
geog sa-69.5 ca-82
science sa-71 ca-80+
homec sa-60 ca-whocares.

i swear. im such a failure.
i cant even get 70 for maths.
i feel like drowning in my pool.
my parents expect an A1 for every sub can?!
kaos.

yoyoyo!
in the sch comp lab now.
so nice the aircon.
hahaha. anw. its like.
supposed to do some macromedia flash thing.
but i dunno how to do it.
so heck.
oh wells. tmr. is THE DAY.
the fucking day.
the results day.
im ready to scream.





-SCREAMS-

i should try to run.
but i just cant seem to.
cos every time i run.
you're the one i run to.

i cant wait to leave this lil island.
so fucking freaking hot.
oh wells.
in england the weather is so perfect.
with sun. yet nice cold wind. haha.
=) gonna roll about in the grass again. haha.
im gonna pack shorts and shirts instead of the usual long jeans.
who cares if i freeze?! haha.

i feel like some nice coffee and strawberry haagen daaz.
mmmmmmm........

walked to ghim mo today with my dad for breakfast.
so hot!
haha. had nice prata.
i totally love kelly clarkson!
her voice is so power man.
hahah.
its raining now.
crazy weather.
--miss independent. rox my sox. =)

ohh. btw. did i mention the fact that im going to england.
again.
so boring.
but if i do well in my exams.
its going to be businessclass first class.
haha. i could kiss my dad.
if im not mad at him. which i am.
but nvm. thats out of point.
=) i will be able to go riding again!
and golf. the wonderful cold weather.
and tennis. haha. yeah baby! =)

so hot!
so tired.
so bored. the exams are coming back on tuesday.
im so damned scared k.
maths. geog. aiyahhh.
die lah.

Wonder if you ever see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside
Would you even care?

i just realised that the bloody exam papers are coming back.
shites.
on tuesday.
im playing all the comp games that i can. sheesh.

brooke is sooooo poor thing.
cry until like that.
oh well. last night was abit.
dumb.
cos my sis said tt they will break up after this.
so pointless.
oh well. tonight. theres ami2.
ruben! i want him to win. haha.
he has a powerful voice.
hehehe.
okayy. laterr.

oooh. tonight is the last episode of THE BACHELOR.
haha. okayy. maybe i'll watch. or should i just sleep.
im soooo tired.
*yawns*

walked all the way to botanic gardens and back.
yeah like. so not hot at all lorh.
so yeah. had the picninc thing. then went around stealing pples food. haha.
went to look for rah.
then went back all the way to our picnic and found her there.
then play pepsicola with her and bev and ness.
hehehe. i kicked her shin by accident.
sowwee.
so yeah. dunno. wasted the day away when i could be at home sleeping.
my legs are sooooo pain!
and my neck and shoulders.
aiyah. whole body arh.
so anw. went out for dinner.
had one and a half bamboo clams.
pepper crab. biiig abalone.
and fish. and soup. hah.
-slurp-
it was goood. and i was hungry. very hungry.
haha. piig. oh wells. tata.

rotted arnd in sch today. talked with ning.
about how she got her scar.
then played some stupid charades/taboo thang.
hehe.
we did win though. =) uh huh.
haha. yah so.

i am so bloody tired.
i dont want to go for the bloody picnic.
i will prolly faint in the bloody heat.
i dont wanna walk all the bloody way.
i dont wanna spend the whole day at some bloody park.
i havent return the bloody white oleander.
i havent bought the boody potatos.
bloody hell.

arghhhhhhh!!!
i dont care!
i've seen enough of templates!
out of my sight!
sowwee pple.
wait and endure this horrible catalysmic blog.
sighh. anw. my mom let me go to yixuan's house today. after i pouted and sulked yest.
i guess no one likes the cold shoulder.
cept for gladys.
whos so blur she doesnt realise that she is being cold-shouldered.
oh wells.

blog under construction. =)

i dont get it.
am i such a naughty girl or what?
i cant go out.
i couldnt come online.
i couldnt watch tv.
now. the exams are over.
and i still cant go out.
and now. not even to yixuan's place. which is all of FIVE MINUTES AWAY.
its not as if i have anything to do right?
its so crazy. whats wrong with my parents?!
they just sleep and sleep.
and eat and eat.
never even think what it feels.
to be such a loser. never go out.
such a freak. to stay at home to be mommys little girl.
fuck them lah.

im so not into blogging anymore.
dunno.
-shrugs-
exams over though. haha.
time to change my template.
another day lah.
no mood.

yah. so i havent been here in such a long time?!
haha. oh wells. in comp lab now.
i think im gonna pon pbl.
but i feel so guilty about leaving francine alone with the bitch.
so yeah lorh. so.... guilty?!
so i am.
but still.... guilt is eating me alive.
haha. sorry my dear. i'll make it up to you okay?
yah. so im totally banned from the computer. and the tv!
ahhhh! die!!! like. ugh. how to live man. idiot.
happy birthday sarah.
hahaha.
abit late.
but i wished you on saturday. so there.
=)